Living the Dream: this is tough

so. . . i'm almost done with my second week back at work and i have to admit. . . it's tougher than i thought it would be. no description from another mother can adequately put into words how unnatural it feels to leave your little baby while he sleeps in his crib, blissfully unaware his mama is quietly leaving the house. mondays are the worst. i have 4 straight days to spoil logan with hugs and kisses and then. . . monday arrives and i leave. today after work, i headed over to "taco tuesdays" (a tradition that began awhile ago, where the caveney's and the cory's meet at the tortilla factory for some yummy mexican food). i entered the restaurant and spotted amanda. logan was sitting in his stroller next to his auntie. i quickly headed over to the fam and looked down at logan. his face lit up with excitement. . . "MOMMY'S HERE!" that's the best part of my work week. coming home to him and watching his face light up.